What does it mean?

As you can see by post from yesterday, the CCAA has referred babies to the LID of January 31, 2006. That means only 11 more months to go until they get to our date. The disheartening news is that it has taken the CCAA 6 months to get through January. Hopefully once the olympics is over we will see a speed up in the referrals. But in the meantime, I really feel that God is testing our patience, our perservence and our trust in him. Whenever I feel like I cannot see the end of this journey, when I can't even imagine what it will be like to have a baby in our home, I just pray...leave those feelings at the foot of cross because I know if I didn't, I would probably make myself and everyone around me crazy. I am not the one in control, but God is. It is and always will be his timing. And that timing is perfect. That is what I trust in.